This might seem random but I've only kind of started looking back at DA, and even drawing. I realized that I actually still really hate some people who've hurt me and I haven't moved on.
And no, I don't mean anyone in the IZ community, some I knew more personally. How does someone get over being friends with someone for half of their life? Feeling just rather defeated and at a loss for the emotion I never dealt with.
Just sort of venting though... Of course the 'mature' thing is to forgive and move on... but can someone wrong you so much as to make you unable to forgive but also miss them terribly?